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Pseudonym

by The Leptons

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1.
I found your gold locket on my window sill And when I opened it up there was no way to tell If it was my twin looking back or my evil self Who’s in your heart is it me or him? Do you want a golden boy or an evil twin? Tell me tell me is it my fault when being born is my only sin? Tell me now, tell me now, is it him? Is it him? Is it him? When we were born I was put in a cage Never again to see the light of day I couldn’t change I couldn’t change I couldn’t change I couldn’t― He is Jekyll and I am Hyde like a coin with only one side You could have been my lovely bride But who is it that lays beside you tonight Tell me now, tell me now, is it him? Is it him? Is it him?
2.
Heavy Heart 05:52
She had a broken right hand and a pair of red sunglasses Getty said he’d make her queen of the trailer park When she came over that night and they started to kiss You could say that he didn't mind the scars up and down her wrists And they walked around from June ‘til the end of summer And they forget all their pain or at least their hunger But sometimes she'd stay awake at night staring at his veins Contemplating all the blood that they contain You've got a heavy heart You should have known from the start You've got heavy heart They're gonna tear you apart Sharlena was half black but she was all ass Getty didn't know that things could go this fast But he put on the brakes when she showed up late You know he was scared of what queenie'd say Joe next door, with the pompadour Kind of guy who could get anything you're looking for Said he knew a guy who could solve any problem If they could just deliver the volume You've got a heavy heart You should have known from the start You've got heavy heart They're gonna tear you apart So these two motherfuckers walk into a bar And they ask the barback how they can score He was tall and thin looked a little stoned Grabbed a baseball bat and said run home So they hit the walgreens on the corner of Derry For Sudafed and all the cash that they could carry Junkie john had no shirt on When they picked him up to help cook You've got a heavy heart You should have known from the start You've got heavy heart They're gonna tear you apart They sat around while the radio played Choking down queenie's bartles and jaymes Getty lit a spliff and let it smolder Commiserating the regret of getting older How many wine coolers does it take to make a junkie cry? They never found out because that was the night they died Getty and joe burned up with the batch While queenie and Lena made off with the stash You've got a heavy heart You should have known from the start You've got heavy heart They're gonna tear you apart
3.
I'm the only one around, sitting in my room And I can’t make a sound, feels just like a tomb Tell me who are you To tell me what to do? Animal my soul, under your control Animal my soul, under your control When I walk into your house, I feel just like a slave You’ve got me on the ground, with your ball and chain Crawling’ on my knees Begging darling please Animal my soul, under your control Animal my soul, under your control
4.
You’re hooked on drugs, you’re looking for love You want to see a miracle but it’s never gonna happen And you’re just extraordinary people, aren’t you just extraordinary people But you’re killing me, you’re killing me, you’re killing me You’ve got your brand new face, you’ve got your brand new car You’ve got daddy’s money, oh you’re going far And you’re just extraordinary people, aren’t you just extraordinary people But you’re killing me, you’re killing me, you’re killing me You’re hooked on drugs aren’t you? You’re looking for love aren’t you? You want to see a miracle? Well that’s never gonna happen. Never gonna happen. Never gonna happen.
5.
Walk 03:11
What the hell are you talking about? Come on spit the words out of your mouth I hear you're going south So you don't have to worry about wintertime What the hell are you fighting for? A particular one you adore? Yeah I hear you knocking at the door So you don't have feel the rain coming down What you know about a three headed dog? Didn't ya see it coming down through the fog It's got a growl and a grin and a crooked walk You ain't gonna miss it when it shakes the ground Walk walk walk whoa Walk walk walk whoa Walk walk walk whoa Until you find the time to run around
6.
You wanna live on satellites? Well I don’t know you You wanna stand in safety lines? You want something to do? Leave me alone I’m not taking you home I’m sick of your lies You’re wasting my time You ask a little question I don’t remember You want somebody to answer? Try asking your savior Leave me alone I’m not taking you home I’m sick of your lies You’re wasting my time I don’t belong here
7.
Marathon Man 03:17
I’ve been running... I might lose my mind I’ve been running... I might lose my mind I see dark clouds A voice screams out, a voice screams out I see dark clouds A voice screams out, I might lose my mind
8.
Jerusalem and the holy war I got mine now give me yours I got a bullet riddled body where somebody shot me I've got a bullet in my brain gives me a headache 1...2...3... guess who's dropping bombs on me They're dropping bombs (yeah, yeah) America and the atom bomb We're the only place that's ever used one we got a president of the people reads a holy book he’s got a big red button that he's itching to push 1...2...3... guess who's dropping bombs on me They're dropping bombs (yeah, yeah)
9.
Got me gun under my head now Keeps me safe keeps me from danger Don’t know how I lived before now You should always fear a stranger I love my gun. Trading bullets for my teeth now Machine gun smiling back at me Prefer live animals on my plate now Kill my dinner while I eat it. I love my gun. I love my gun. Doesn’t everyone? I love my gun. I’m a fan of world peace yeah Let’s save the human race Let’s throw down all our weapons But I’ll keep mine just in case I love my gun. I love my gun. Doesn’t everyone? I love my gun.
10.
Heaven 04:08
I'm in the waiting room with a painting of a yellow moon and I can hear distant cries as I try to count the fireflies how can we take our scars to heaven if we leave our bodies here? and if there is a heaven then why is there suffering? we want to take him home but they say there's something wrong they can save him from the pain but he will never be the same how can we take our scars to heaven if we leave our bodies here? and if there is a heaven then why is there suffering? when you're lying in your grave please complete this brief survey tell me would you do it again on a scale of 1 to ten how can we take our scars to heaven if we leave our bodies here? and if there is a heaven then why is there suffering?
11.
Last Night 04:29
Last night I dreamed that I broke my back. Last night I dreamed that I broke my back. Lately I just can’t relax. Lately I’ve been losing track. I wanna rip it up and give it back. I wanna rip it up and give it back. Last night I dreamed that I found myself. I found it hard to get along with myself. And when I tried to sing a song with myself, I found I sounded just like everyone else. That is how I learned to hate myself. That is how I learned to hate myself. Last night I dreamed that I was a guitar With six strings and a whammy bar. But when they plugged me in I only sparked. The crowd booed and the house went dark. But in the dark I always scream. Yeah in the dark I always scream. I wanna rip it up and give it back. I wanna rip it up and give it back.
12.
All that you can ask for is all that you can want So don’t come begging for pleasure unless you know what you’ve got And it’s all that you’ve ever wanted The sand falls through the hourglass, slowly bit by bit And the only thing that I would ask is how it came to this

about

Pseudonym is the sound of me being 24, disillusioned with a dead end job, gaining weight, trying to go back to college and battling the worst depression I ever had. It’s also the sound of me discovering the electric guitar. The wild vicious joy of ripping into a solo on a Les Paul played through a Big Muff. Fuzz, my almighty savior, the medium which made these tracks possible. The music I hear in my head. Anxious, bitter, paranoid. The victories are seldom won, and never without sacrifice.

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released October 19, 2018

Written, recorded, played and sang by Seth Lambert
Mixed and Mastered by Nathan Bollig

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The Leptons Madison, Wisconsin

Heart on our sleeve midwest rock for bitter, anxious weirdos. Seth (Vocals, Guitar), McKenna (Bass, Vocals), Justice (Drums).

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